Happie Vesak DaE ^_^
HappiE Vesak DaE t0 EveryonE
went to my coll - Dyon's house (bkt batok) todae
for his prince DAMIan's 1st month celebration
well well..like his father..cute n handsome (ha..happie ba..)
PrincE-DamiaN wif me ^_^
after it..met up wif BOBO @ causeway point..again..lolx
hmm..went for lunch + dinner..YUMMY~ :X
then shop shop shop shop shop..haa..felt so great to spend $$$ ;p
bought 2 bags..a pair of shoes..a pac of seedless grape etc..lolx
happie happie...aiya...dun blame me o...
i juz got my salary ma so must pamper myself after a hard work
correct mah??? wakakaka...
ar..workin tmr..n i'm sure it will b a BUSY dae for me ~sigh~
hopefully..OT until 10pm onli lo..sianz..
workin on SAT too..argh..sad case..
but..will b goin bc to msia after it lo..yeah~
i realli need alot alot of time to do alot alot of things la...
Y there is only 24hrs per dae? ~sigh~
think alotz recently..about e future..e past..
realized tht i lost many things ar..realli alot..
regrets e WRONG decisions i've made before
regrets for e words i've said before
i realli must say SORRIE to anyone tht i've hurted before
pls forgive me k? :X ~ amitofo ~
hmm..as for my future..haiz..still cant SEE my future yet
gotto start plannin for it le
i realli wish to hav a better life in future
not sayin tht i'm not havin a gud life nw
juz tht..i dun wish to live like hell..
aiya..duno how to explain le
juz wish to hav a MAN who loves me dotes on me
wish to stay wif my family forever..
wish to find a gud n happy job for myself
wish to keep all my frenz til e end of my life
n most important..i'm realli hope to hav a healthy-body
else..all my wishes will b gone..will b nothin!!!
ahha..suddenly talk crapz again..lalala~
actualli wanted to share ALL my things to anyone whu cares for me
but..i just couldn't do it lei..dunno Y..lol
i've never share my "thoughts" wif anyone else since i was a child
even my family..oso wont let them noe ;x
i oways kept e troubles or watever inside my heart..LOCKED it! ;p
i juz dun wan to bcum a burden to others
n dun wish to create troubles to others
haa..am i a weirdo? i guess so...
BUT it cant b change ba..or izit i dun wan to change?
haa..tht's my char..tht's ME..nothin can change me
i will oways b e same..no hope liao la *bleah*
wah..crapz alot..haha..
so..know me a little bit better now? lolx
then dun try to leave me alone..anyone of U..k? pls...
cz EVERYONE of U means ALOT to ME..reMember yeah~!
k la..goin to zzz liao la..nitEz all..muAckz!!!
SwEEt drEaMy~
Heart Bleeding @
5/31/2007 10:14:00 PM
