1st time take cab after OT lolx {DaE 21}
yo yo yo...i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo TIRED!!! arrived at home at about 11.20pm...argh...OT again...worked for 15hrs todae ler...OMG~!!! my eyes veri PAIN oso...s0bz s0bz ~>.<~ actualli we haben finish e work yet de lo...but realli canot tahan le...so continue again tmr lor ): argh...tmr sure veri TIRED de lor...still will OT again de...comfirm one!!! sad~ lucky this SAT no nid to go bc work else i sure DIE ! todae is my 1st time took cab home(after OT)..cost me $10.10(for 15.8km)...piang...so EX...lucky can claim frm company...wahaha...lalala~ ^@^
thou can see baby today...BUT...haiz...suan le...i noe...we wont be meeting up on this wk le...sigh~~~ still quarreling wif him somemore...sad...we almost everydae quarreling...lolx...izit my prob? hmm...i think so...wahaha... ;p *sorrie*
YAWN...yawn..zzZzzzz..i'm veri tired le..i go orh orh le lar..sianz..he wont call me liao lor..n i cant call thru his hp oso..turned-off ald >.<>
p/s : MR DANIEL OH..aka MOO..pls ' RE-OPEN ' ur blogy by tmr..i wan to see e new blogskin NOT e " CONSTRUCTION IN PROGRESS " -_- *bleah*
i miss u baby... ~>.<~ 21dayz le....
Heart Bleeding @
6/29/2006 11:59:00 PM
another OT Dae ~>.<~ {DaE 20}
sigh....OT again todae....D-A-M-N~!!! until...9+ leh...wanted to go home at 10pm de..cz can claim for transport fee...but my boss wan to go home le so we bor pian oso must go off...haiz...nvr take cab go home b4 leh...haiz...so suay~ was BUSY wif LOTSA smockz tht returned by e workerz de lor...argh...all so DIRTY...n SMELLY...s0bz s0bz...finalli cleared all e things liao...my work-space bcum more clean le..woo...finalli...i HATE rubbish!!!!
sigh....did not get to meet up wif my GANG....sorrie~~~ i missed e time to see u all again...nvr thou tht i would OT until so late...damn!!! like bobo said...this may be our last gathering...as...she is goin to enter U ald...CG start her U-life on nex wk le...then me oso busy wif my f**king work...then EGG n MOO oso will be enlisting liao...sigh...no more "head" to organize e gathering le...s0bz s0bz...but let me tell u all...my GANG...we will meet up at least 4 times per month? ;p dun worri bobo...NONSENSICAL will nvr dismiss de...trust ourselve!!! k? muackz..lurv u all~ hope to meet up again soon... :)
sigh....dunno baby will book out tmr anot? cz he say got duno wat SAF(izzit?)-dae..but todae he told me...mayb kena cancelled liao...n will book out onli on sat's nite...damn...tht mean we wont be meeting on this wk liao lo..rite? cz i will go bc MSIA on this wkend...sobz sobz...haiz....sigh~~~~ >.<~~
ARGH...I HATE MY LIFE ~!!!!! TIRED ~!!!!!!!!!!! ~>.<~ HATE OT THE MOST!!!!!
Heart Bleeding @
6/28/2006 11:07:00 PM
BUsy n TiriNg DaE {DaE 18}
o.o yawn..i'm soooo tired todae..OT again..until 8pm..zZzz..todae was veri veri veri busy..there were NON-STOP de job enquiry calls frm e moment i stepped into office -_-" argh..and hor..those stupid workers oso kept calling for e salary's problem lo D-A-M-N!!! but i was feeling quite happi too lor..cz this is my 1st time to solve all e problems by myself :) bcz of those busy-work..e time passes veri fast too. hee.
hmm..jz nw one of my coll told me..if we late for 1-30mins then will deduct $5 frm e salary..if 30-60mins then is $10 -_-" i was late for 2 mins on last wk..argh..2 mins onli leh..so bo hua..nex time if i late again..i sure 8.30 then reach at e office de lor..sigh~~~ lucki got alotz OT too..to cover for e deduction of e salary ~>.<~ D-A-M-N ~!!!
bought a new earphones (panasonic) frm CD-RAMAv juz nw..cost me 15.90 buckz = 2hrs OT..sad..nw i bcum more n more calculative liao..lolx..nw then realised..$$$ is very HARD to earn one lor..still nid to deduct CPF somemore..haiz..sad sad sad..
argh...sianz...still nid to iron e clothez n pantz...so troublesome...i'm so so tired...k bah...end at here le...nitex nitex *muackz*
i miss u baby... >.<
Heart Bleeding @
6/26/2006 09:24:00 PM
Graduati0N's Picz ^_^ {DaE 17}
~ GraDuati0N CereM0nY 2006 ~
Finalli..GOT my DIPLOMA in IT ^_^
my lurvly MuM *muackz*
DIT 03
* N0nsEnsicAL *
DIT 03-11
@ Audit0riuM
Miss Andrea (spell correct mah?)
Mr. MAR KhenG KoK (0311's PEM)
Mr. PanG NAi KiaT (s0bz s0bz..e pic so BLUR!!! ARGH)
MaymaY . Miss YarnY . CG
BEST buddy 4va - siyun aka b0b0
BEST buddy 4va - ChongGuay aka huangjie
BEST Buddy 4eva - Daniel aka mr. M00
BEST buddy 4eva - Ikhsan aka Eggson
Uni aka sammi aka nicole kidman
GorGeous + sotonG = FeliciA
Jin Kit - future composer
Wei SionG - next 林益民 ;p
JieLarp aka larpie ~woof woof~
Yaw KenG - Mr.Duno -_-
EugenE - Mr. KAobei
ShenG ChuaN - Mr. YANDAO (ninja turtle)
MarCus - Mr. PRO - monkie
Baby & ME *muackz*
sir..i lurv u *muackz*
h0bbit & e tw0 t0wers ;p
GanG wif b0b0's parent
Ninja - xia0 cheng yi
Mr. ' CooL ' - EugenE (class 12)
Tshin - Mr. sotong
xian kun - futere body builder
Mr. DAMN - limh0ng ;p
Kelvin & CailinG
HonGYuan (he oways bullli me >.<)
ShanYonG - one of e merit holder
pretti gaL (hm..forgot her name le..paiseh ^@^)
Vera
AngiE (class 12)
Junz and ??? lolx
5 princess - fel . xinyi . cindy . angie . uni
PROz of DIT03_________________________________
As we go on
we remember all e times
we had together
and as our lives change
cum watever
We will still be
FRIENDS FOREVER
Heart Bleeding @
6/25/2006 03:58:00 PM
GanG's GatherinG . {DaE 14}
woke up @ 7am this mornin..thou will be late for work..phew~ todae's time passes veri fast as there were many things to do..cz todae is e PAY-DAE for e workers..arrived @ MOTOROLA at about 5pm..woo..1st time go to factory..haha..not bad lo e environment there..after tht..we waited for e workers inside e interview's room..argh..quite LUAN lor..cz hor..they nvr Q-up then hor some got salary's problem..duhz..so troublesome de. anyway i still prefer to cum down to e factory lo cz can go off at 6+pm..haha..can go home earlier mah..lalala~
after tht..my coll sent me to YCK mrt stn..then i met up wif b0b0, daNieL n EGG at CWP there lor. dinner at pasta mania..but hor..i ordered e wrong course lo..shld be ' spicy chicken ' sigh~ then after tht..went to buy old chang kee..milk tea..haha..stupid EGG like hungry-ghost ^@^ then we went to TIME-ZONE..yeah..our fav's place!!! we've spent about $30 at there -_-" we played DRUM..daytona..basketball..HAHA so happy..released stress..had a GREAT time todae..THX ah.. *muackz*
hmm..jz nw chatted wif baby..but..haiz..duno wat's wrong wif him..n me oso..i felt tht he was like not so excited as he will book-out tmr le..haiz..n..i noe he's veri tired oso..but i realli hope can chat wif him a little bit more..but..haiz..suan le..hope can meet him on e wkend bah~~ >.<~
oh ya..here is e 0311-flashie which was done by DanieL..woo..pls watch it..is veri nice..veri touching n e bg's song is suitable too..hee..THX honey..lolx *muackz*
here is some linkies for funni video :
VideO 1 - ToileT
VideO 2 - MassaGe SofA
pls watch it...haha...cz it's DAMn FUNNY ^_^
k la..i wan to orh orh le..tired ald..nitez nitez *muackz*
missing him again ~>.<~
Heart Bleeding @
6/22/2006 11:50:00 PM
Tired >.< {DaE 13}
21 JUNe 2006, Weds {DaE 13}
yawn...i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo TIRED..haiz~ todae OT again..sianz neh..cz tmr n fri is e factory's pay_dae le..so we hav to rush for e worker's pay..so many things to do..check here check there..print cheque..count this n tht..all last min de..then i'm not so familiar wif those thingy yet..really SHOU MANG JIAO LUAN!! then hor..still nid to answer those maFan de enquiry's calls..argh..*faint* juz nw we nvr finish e payment thingy yet..but my supervisor, she wan to go home le..asked us continue again tmr mornin lo..lucki she nid to go off earlier..else duno will stay bc until wat time le..sob sob..arrived home ald 9+pm le..so tired..haiz..these few daes will be veri busy lo..sianz..tmr n fri..will goin to AMK there..i think is e factory there bah..to give e pay to all e workers lo..hmm..then after tht..most probably..no nid to go bc office le..yeah!!! but i will still end at 7+pm :( so..gang..canot join u all for e movie le..paiseh oh..mayb can meet for dinner lo..how? haiz..i really sicked of this job le la..still nid to work for 3 mths..argh..BUE TAHAN ~>.<~
haiz..miss baby so much~! got lotsa thing wan to tell him oso..haiz haiz hiaz~~~ i'm so SAD..so TIRED..cant get to see him..still must wait until FRI then can meet again..haiz..!!!! SAD SAD SAD.. ~>.<~
k la..shall end at here le..tired liao..nitez peeps ~ *muackz*
//thx Jkit..for e photoz :)
Heart Bleeding @
6/21/2006 10:11:00 PM
7th-mth's Anni . Graduati0N Cerem0nY
* HaPPi 7th-M0ntH ANni *
Graduati0N Cerem0nY
yeah..GRADUATED lor..haha..so happi..lalala~ hmm..todae woke up at 7am like tht..suddenly TI OH OH..then LO DUO HO..!!! arGH~! i HATE RAINz ~>.<~ i was late to meet up wif e gang liao lo..sianz..then bor pian..took cab to NYP..s0bz s0bz..waste $$$ again..haiz then finalli reached at NYP le..wooo..so many ppl lo..so exciting sia..all wore until so smart n meimei..hee~~ then met wif baby 1st..cz e gang haben reach yet..lalala~ baby was so paiseh as he wearing e NS's suit wif a BOTAK-head lolx ^@^ after a while..gang reached liao..we then went to register n take e name slip lo. after tht..baby's papa n mama arrived in sch le too then we went to bring them cum to e auditorium lo :) lucki my mama managed to attend e ceremony..hoho..poor mama..sorry ah..rushed to SG then bc again..THX u so much..i lurv u *muackz* (but she went to shoppin ALONE @cwp after tht..hurmp! -_+)
after those official procession entered e auditorium n NationaL AntheM..then finalli e ceremony start liao lo. hoho..so nervous sia..must go up e stage wif all e guests in front..lolx one-by-one received e diploma folder..haha..everyone looks so happi..finalli..graduated le :'' soon..e ceremony END le..yeah..n it's time for e photo-session..yippi!!! took alot of picz lo..outside e auditorium..atrium..inside e NYP's lounge..hee..all there are unforgettable moments for me..felt so happi yet so she bu de..we'r goin to achieve our own's goal le..n it's hard for us to see each other everydae again le..sob sob..anyway..ALL E BEST TO ALL OF MY FRENZ OUT THERE..kanbade oh..n FRENSHIPz FOREVER yea~!! *muackz*
too bad la..didnt spent much time wif e gang..our gang was spilt into many grps lo..sigh..b0b0 left wif her parents 1st..cz she was not feleing well..horhor..bu guai..u gotta take care urself hor!!! then CG went to kbox wif e GALz. EGG went to makan wif e GUYz at bishan there. I was wif baby n e rest lo..haha ;p then after we leave sch..baby went home rest 1st..then i went to meet up wif e GUYZ at bishan there. shared an ice-cream wif si0nG..still owe him $2..haha then after makan..some go to play MJ..some go home lo..me go find baby lo..hehe. paiseh hor..canot make it for e MJ again..next time bah :)
sobz sobz..he is in e " JAIL " again le..haiz..must wait until FRI then can see him again le..n tmr still nid to work..argh..i'm damn tired lo..i HATE tht job..i'm sure..i will QUIT it after 3 mths!!! aRGH~~~~~~~~ canot tahan ~>.<~ k la..i wan go orh orh le..TIRED..nitez *muackz*
hm..for e photo rite..i will send it to " U " if " U " got see me on9 on msn..haha..n to BOBO, JINKIT, FEL n UNI....rem to send me e photoz oso k? THX 1st...muackz*
i missssss u baby ~>.<~ happi anni O..muackz
Heart Bleeding @
6/20/2006 08:25:00 PM
TIRED . {DaE 10}
18 JUNE 2006, SUNDAe {DaE 10}
yawn..so tired..me bc in SG again le..hee..arrived SG at about 9pm..haiz..so many ppls todae lo..no traffic jam..but HUMAN-JAM..at custom there..e Q in e custom there were damn LONG lo..no matter is S'porean / M'sian de lane..DAMN..~!!! hate to cum bc SG on SUN..arGH~~~ :(
haiz..so sianz..tmr goin to work again..arGH..hate it!!! i'm sure there is a NEED to OT again lo..tht mean i canot meet someone liao lo. ARGH!!! finalli..he can book out on tmr le..but i got no chance to meet him..so sad..sigh~~~ hav to wait until tues then meet le ~>.<~
HAIZ..haiz..haiz..i'm SOOOO TIRED~!!! i wan go orh orh le lar..feeling so saD rite now..sianz ah!!! gotta wake up early tmr again le..ARGH..HATE THIS WORLD!!! DAME IT ****
hey..BOBO..n e rest waitin for e LU GUANG SHEN LIN's vcd..PAISEH hor..i will try to finish it by nex wk de..gimme more time to watch it k? SORRIE yeah~~~ i lurv u all..hee *muackz* see u all on TUES ar ^@^
kk...shall end at here le..nitez nitez..muackz~~ :*
miss u..muackz..haiz.. )':
Heart Bleeding @
6/18/2006 11:16:00 PM
i HATE OTzzz . {DaE 7 & 8}
15 JUNE 2006, ThursdaE {DaE 7}
" Hello..G00d Mornin/Aftern00n "
" ARe u SP0rEaN/PR ? "
" H0w 0lD r U ? "
" blah blah blah..THX "
tht's my 台词 for e job..sigh..i HATE to answering those calls..DAMN~!!! First day jiu OT until 8pm le..(shld end at 5pm)..haiz..SO SAD!!! no com use..no internet connecti0n too!!! WAHKAO!!! then hor..lunch oso must eat in e office..canot go out gaigai...I'M SO SAD~!! ~>.<~ kept thinkin to QUIT e job lo..cz i realli canot take it le..somemore i nid to wake up earli..then take bus..then train then bus again..then must walk a while to e office oso..OMG! shld i feel HAPPY cz i've found a job? or SAD cz i found an OT-JOB??? sigh~~~~ yest arrived at home ald 9+ liao..damn tired lo..straight away..zzZzz le..1st time slp until mornin w/o wake up de lo..since baby enlisted le..this is my 1st time can slp until so sweet..but..haiz..i rather cant get to slp than to wake up in e EARLY morning lo sobz sobz
16 JUNE 2006, FridaE {DaE 8}
todae is my 2nd daE of work le..realli cant tahan lo..nid to wake up so early..haiz..so tired!! i am a ^@^ so must slp until song song..then wake up one *bleah* todaE learnt other thing le lor..but still nid to answer e phone calls..haiz..so sianz..i duno those areas in SG one lo..where is where de..sianz ah..i onli noe EAST side..arGH..goin to bcum SIAOZABO soon le..lalala~ then todae OT again..until 8.43pm..ARGH..i'm realli realli tired lo..so lazy to go home by train n buses..but..haiz..me veri poor..canot take cab..SAD~! yawn..i'm so sleepy rite nw..zzZzz..lucky got b0b0 sms wif me today else i sure veri SIANZ de lo..thx eh~! muackz
er..waitin for baby's call..until 10+ he then free to call me..he told me tht his platton(duno how to spell) got about 12 ppls tio duno wat disease la..then some go home rest le..wah..so scary one..they shld kill all e mosquito mah..so danger de..y nobody complain leh..weird..complain liao then can go home le mah..hee..so worried about him..he sound like veri tired..then hor no energy to take tht stupid napfa test oso lo..aiyoyo..baby..u just cum bc la..dun stay at there le la..ok? haiz...y got NS..~?? SAD ~>.<~ and hor..i duno wat u mean by " u nvr listen to wat i said " !!! help u to play game mah? hurmp!! haiz..if i nvr listen..i wont go to work todae le..sigh..u oso duno de la..SUAN LE..HURMP!!!! muackz~
will be goin bc to msia tmr le..finalli..yeah..like veri long time nvr see my family n doggie le..miss them so so much..!!! nid to attend my cousin's wedding dinner on SUn's afternoon..haha..so funni e time hor? daniel's sis oso bai xi jiu on tht dae n SIONG will be attend a weddin dinner on tht dae too!! haha..wat dae is tht huh? so many ppl kahwin..hee Gene booked out todae le..they will goin out tmr lo..sigh..COU NIU nvr jio me..hurmp!! at least ask yi xia mah..dun forget 'i like u' de hor!!! wahaha *bleah* hope e guys can enjoy their' daE tmr :) tmr morning still hav to go to ICA there submit e form..argh..TIRED..gotta sleep soon le..else sure cant wake up tmr de..argh..i HATE SUN~!!! k la..i go ORH ORH le la..yawn..see ur guys on e grad's dae (tues)..nitez *muackz muackz*
i miss u baby...muackz... >.<~
Heart Bleeding @
6/16/2006 10:29:00 PM
i've GOT a JOB . {Dae 6}
~ N0NsEnsicAL r0cKz f0reVeR ~
Yeeeeppi..i've got a FULL-TIME JOB le !!! Finalli..haha..so HAPPi !!! i juz sent e resume to e company...then so fast they asked me go for e interview le...n hire me...lalala~ kk..e company's name is VisioN..located inside e Quessway Shopping Centre..haha..is a small office like tht onli de lo..salary = $1500 after CPF i think is $1050..haiz..but better than nothin lo. sometimes may nid to OT too lo..sigh..but for me is ok de lo..cz baby oso not ard too..i off earli anot is still e same..work more..$$$ more too..lolx! our gang..left onli bobo n moo haben start workin yet..i thou can go gaigai wif them for e nex few days..but..haha..it was too suddenly le..this job..so mayb we can meet for dinner? haha..n weekend.. ^_^
THankS to bobo..moo..n EGG..cz they pei me go interview de lor..at 1st..we r supposed to go RP then shopping de..but e company called me for e interview then all programmes had been cancelled liao lo..PAISEH hor..then still waste ur all de $$ too..haha..realli paiseh..then still let u all waited for me for so long time..n late for e dinner too..aRGH..PAISEH PAISEH!!! i will treat u 3 makan when i get my very 1st pay de. (excluded CG..lolx..cz ur salary is more more more more than me..lalala~ as for 38..hmm..see how 1st lo..*bleah* ;p)
hmm..duno can wake up tmr mah..so early..8.30am must reach at there le..still not veri familiar wif tht place too..hmm..PRAYing tht everythin will SHUN SHUN LI LI for me..i love u GOD..muack~! hee..hope can get to slp later..haha..1st time work..like siaozabo lo me.. ^@^ baby goin to hav a tiring-daE tmr too..hope he can oso SHUN SHUN LI LI de pass e daE..jiayou oh..*muackz * muackz* WO AI NI ~~~ take care urself o..
k la..stop at here le..veri tired too..haha..so exciting nw..lalala~ nitez nitez O..*muack* jah~!
Heart Bleeding @
6/14/2006 11:07:00 PM
sick . whu am i . {Dae 5}
13 JUNE 2006 ,TuesdaE { DaE 5}
nothin to blog about todae actually..no mood at all..haiz..have been callin for e job application since afternoon..guess wat..it still e same lo..even there is an available vacancy for e position..but i'm not PR..wat else can i ask? haiz..they just dunno my situation at all..if i dun get a job 1st..how can i apply for e PR? but to them..if i did not get e PR 1st..then how to apply for e job..WTF..so troublesome..anyway..i wont giv up de..it jz e beginnin..no nid to worry..i'm sure i can get e job asap! n prove to u all..I CAN DO IT de~~!!! hurmp!!! ^@^
next..in my mind..keep wondering..WAT AM i ? WHO AM i ? can anyone tell me? i guess not..well..u all may not noe e answer for this Ques too bah..rite? haha. my life is gettin FAN n MORE FAN le. there are so many things tht i nid to take care with..family..frenz..love's one..job..future..etc..ARGH..i realli duno how to handle all these shit by myself. haiz..i think everyone oso got his/her own problems bah. how do u all handle huh? can teach me? sigh~~ i was thinkin..why everytime e outcum is totally different frm wat i've expect? sigh~~~ mayb i'm realli bad in guessing? hoho..whu noe..or mayb is me like to cheat myself? mayb i just dun wish to accept e fact..e reality..keep hiding..avoiding..frm e problems/troubles..ya..tht's right..i'm just being stubborn..i've tried so hard to deceive myself..in the end..i've only got myself to blame..wat a pathetic life for me..i am a failure..haiz..haiz..haiz..
i got this feeling since i was young(eh..not tht old nw thou ;p)..tht's e feeling of a failure..ya..my mum always scolded me bcz of it..bcz of my indecisiveness too. i nvr planned for my future..nvr planned for wat i wan to do..wat is good for me..she's worried about how am i goin to survive in e future..haha..i oso cant answer this ques..alamak..wasted my 20 yrs of life le..sigh..n i am e one whu does not cherish e thing well too. when e problem cums, always blame here n there, nvr go n think of W-H-Y!! always must wait until e thing gone liao..then realised tht..oh..is my..ownself's wrong..n started to regret. but wat's e point of being regret..after sometimes..i will still change bc to e devil's side of me..i just cant kick this bad habit away..damn..i noe if i still carry on like this..still behave like a child..then i wont achieve any thing in my life de. even there is someone whu is willing to help me..oso is useless de lo..cz..i am e onli one whu can help myself. so guyz..rem to remind me of this..dun let me 一错再错 ok?
and for those..whu i've hurt before..i'm realli sorry k?..i did not aware of my foolishness. for many times.."as i duno how to express my feeling well"..i've been using it as an excuse..i knew it..i was so stupid..haha..i did not realli show how much i care for e ppls ard me..but..rite now..i'm gonna to tell u all..yes..everybody..whu noes me..tht ALL OF U..are veri important to me..i nid ur support..even if we're not tht close..but once a fren, forever fren..even if it is a simple msg - 'HI'..to me..it is an energy..it shows to me tht there is still hv someone whu care about me..still hv someone whu rem me..that is enuf for me ald. SO..anyone of U..dun try to leave me alone k? any bu shuang de..must tel me k? only true fren will tells e truth to U...hee. *bleah* ^@^
haha..tht's all for todae bah..in the end..i still wrote so much rubbish..lalala~ so..let's JIAYOU together..n we all will stays together forever n ever too de~~~!!! muakcz...nite...JAH~! :)
{ Daili HoroscoPE }
Letting things go will lighten your load, make you feel good and free you up to fly even higher, so don't get hung up on keeping everything little thing you have. Sacrifice a little bit of control and loosen your grip on the things you love the very most -- you will see that they will stick around anyway. It's a confirmation of love and loyalty that you richly deserve -- and a lesson in releasing control. This is going to be an educational day.
Heart Bleeding @
6/13/2006 10:51:00 PM
sick . fren . {Dae 4}
12 JUNE 2006 {DaE 4}
yo..here i cum to update again le. ^_^ went to see doctor in e mornin..finalli..cz mama scolded liao..borpian..hohoho. then after tht went to ntuc..bought lotsa apples..i lurv apples! 一天一苹果..医生远离我 ~ lolx then started to browsing e job advertisement frm newspaper n jobstreet lo. haiz..still no suitable de job leh..70% de work nid experience de..but this is i 1st time work leh..sianz..goin to try again tmr le..kanbade oh!!!
then at about 5pm..met b0b0 at Lot1..hee. went for shopping lo..then dinner at LongJohn. then after tht..chatted a lot lo..sat beside e corridor..haha..n CHAT CHAT CHAT. well..as for e content..*secret*..lolx..anyway..i got a BEST FREN..n i noe she lurv n dote me alot. well..i may not be a gud fren or wat..sometimes may hurt ur guys too..but i can tell u all..i've always treated u all as my precious frenz. i lurv u all veri much too! i lurv my GANG - n0nsensicaL too! once a fren..forever fren..somemore we've been gone thru so many things le..no matter is happy..sad..or angry moment..we all always be together. i admit i've changed too..i did not balanced it well too..but e feeling of me towards ur guys wont change! i'm the one who dunno how to express my feeling well..duno how to communicate too..always try to avoid e problems..etc..haha..i'm so SORRY! i shld change! for e sake of myself..my fren..my family..n everyone! DING..i must becum a more better de MaymaY..lalala~ ^@^
finalli baby called me le..at about 10pm..er..he started to run 2.0km todae le..hoho..tired hor? hope he can pass e NaPFa this time lo. but we chatted half way..then he KUP my call again!! hurmp!! cz i keep shooting him..tht's wat he said! -_-" then after a while..he called me bc again..haha..tht's US..nvr quarrel will die de..mouth-itchy..lolx but i still love him veri veri veri much! and he lurv me too~ WAHAHA ~ i shld stop e rubbish le..bleah ;p
well..i'm veri H-A-P-P-Y todae..HahAhahAhAAHaaa..nitez..*muackz* oh ya..we r goin to RP on this cumin Weds..yeah~! see ur guyz soon..jah~!
Heart Bleeding @
6/12/2006 11:15:00 PM
sick . sick . sick . { DaE 2 + 3 }
10 JUNE 2006, SaturdaE {Dae 2}
SAd..this is juz e 2nd dae then i began to miss him like SIAO le. s0bz s0bz. i was so SAD whenever i think of him..canot control my tears too. did not slp last nite. did not eat anythin too. my stomach keep torturing me..泻肚子 since yest..OMG..i nvr eat anythin leh..W-H-Y neh..ARGH!!! keep coughing n coughin..my abdomen veri painful oso..am i goin to die soon? ~>.<~ finalli..baby called me at about 10pm..i was so HAPPY..but then my tears still cant stop falling..i've waited for him for 1 whole daE le. he told me tht he's OK at there..saw melvin n his pri-sch's fren n LEON too. he is BOTAK now..haha..must be veri funni de lo..so wish to see him rite nw..lolx ^@^ chatted for 22mins..so 舍不得 to hang up e phone cz i nid to wait for another 24hrs then can talk to him again..sigh~~ baby..i miss u so so so so much!!! ~>.<~
jz nw watched e 第17届台湾金曲奖..it was funni at e opening cz e hosts - xiaoS n 陶子 ' 喷奶 ' in front of thousand ppls..lolx..oh man..this is realli crazi..!!! e 1st performance is by LEEHOM..it was great..n CONGRATz honey..he got e BEST MALE VOCAL ARTIST..yeah!!! n TanyA Chua got e FEMalE one. too bad S.H.E. did not get e prize lo..(bobo goin to be sad le..hoho). likes all e performances..by A-mei, Yanzi & Eason, MC H0td0G + 张震岳 + 侯佩岑, jacky cheung..etc. SO..i giv e show 85/100 (=
my cousin called me up at about 11pm..she asked me to look after my nephew cz she nid to go..er..duno where la..after a while..went to downstair picked him lo..then make e milkmilk for him..haha..duno how to make actualli..scare i put too much hot water..lolx then he drank half le n said : " xinmei ahyi..got powder inside..y u nvr shake well well ? " lolx...i told him i got shake ah..then he replied.." u must shake more longer " haha..i was like -_-" so paiseh..lousy nanny..s0bz s0bz )= after tht, played wif him lo. kid likes to play..watever toys..even a small-car can make them veri happy liao..see..they so innocence *cute* finalli..he feeling sleepy le..then i asked him go lie down..haha..soon..he went to dreamland le..lalala~ i wasn't feeling very well before he cam de..cz i was alone at home..n thinkin of baby all e times..thx to little-Aidan..muackz..givin me a short - time of happiness ^_^
11 JUNE 2006, SundaE {DaE 3}
slp at 7+am todae..失眠 again..haiz..so sad..gotta slp earlier todae le. yer..another rainy dae..my clothes haben dry yet lo..sad again! mama called me jz nw..wee..misssss my family so much..n oso my doggy..sobzsobz. gotta attend my cousin's wedddin dinner on this cuming sundae..yeah..long time nvr ' eat table ' le..hee. lucky it's held in the noon..so i can cum bc to SG after it (= then can meet baby on MON le..yeah!!! missing him like hell ~~~ so happi today..baby did called me several times. glad to noe tht he is doin fine..slackin at there..too..duhz..think they will start trainin tmr le bah..so jiayou oh..n drink more water n take care urself eh!!! lurving u..muackz!
k..nex..so GANG we r goin to RP nex wk huh? sun..u sure we can go in just like tht? later kena chase out..lolx hmm..it is a new-poly..wan to go there walk walk n see see..lalala~ we long time nvr go out together liao hor? wat is our next next programme eh? bowling? sushi? ice-skate? haha..i wan to take neoprint again oso leh ^@^ so let's meet up soon k?
gotto step out frm house tmr le..else i will bcum vampire de..hoho. wan to buy milkmilk, fruitz, veggi..hee..healthy mah? l0lx gonna buy newspaper too le..nid to find a job soon..argh..too bad..CG there dun hv any empty position for me now..sobz sobz..if can work at there..then best liao lo..somemore $2k leh..haiz..y dun let me noe earlier..*bish* ^@^
k la..shall stop at here le. continue wif my ONE-PIECE le..it's getting more n more exciting le oh. 10.30pm soon le..yeah..wan to call baby liao..or else he goin to slp soon le..buay~ *muackz*
HaPPY 20th BDaE to YeoW KenG :)
Heart Bleeding @
6/11/2006 02:11:00 AM
sick . Tek0nG . { DAE 1 }
BABY i MISS U SOOOOOO MUCH !!! >.<~
last nite..went to take neoprint wif baby at J8 there. it's our 1st time to take it together. hee..n oso e last time b4 he 'botak'..haha..else will hav to wait for 3yrs? SAD~ it was my LAST request frm him..i lurv him so so much..n i noe he lurv me veri veri much too..lalala~ haha. we took e bus to his house after tht..took a few photoz again.haha. helped him packed e bag after tht. see..everytime last min lo..haiz. after packing e bag..both of us feeling hungry liao..cz did not eat a proper meal lo. then he asked me to cook noodles for him. then we had our last SUPPER together. i wish tht i can cook for him forever too~ hee baby made e ice lemon tea n honey for me..thx baby.. *muackz* after makan..then stayed at there until 2+am? so she bu de to leave him alone at there. but bor pian ah. we both veri veri veri tired le cz did not get enuf slp for e past few daes. sobz sobz. after arrived at home, msn-ing wif baby again. chat a while. 'til 4+..then realli bue tahan le..zZzzz~ gotto wake up at 7am again! argh!
met baby n his family @ pasir sir mrt stn in e mornin. then took e shuttle bus & ferry to Pulau TekonG. i'm so SAD even e GOD cried too..i realli 舍不得 baby..e time given is SHORT..cant even see him for a min more. I HATE BMT HATE NS!!! we were spilt up into 2 grps after tht..e recruits gathered at other place n we (visitor) went on a guided tour round e place. well..e place is clean..n oso e bedroom..e bed is soft too..not bad..hee..they even got a 'living room' wif air-con one lo..got TV..pingpong' table..lots of sofa..etc..it's quite gud actualli. then we went for a talk after tht..e officer showed us e army-equipment blah blah~. then after tht..we headed to e canteen n waited for baby lo. after a long long long time, we were told to gather in e auditorium again! -_-" then again aother briefing frm e LAODA of SCH2 i think..hee..finalli..it's time for US to meet again!!! sobz sobz.. we all went to e canteen to hav a last meal wif e recuits. e food there looks ok leh..i did not eat anythin as i was not feeling well. stomachade keep pestering me..dammit!! baby didnt eat too..i think he dun hv appetite bah. sad. e atmosphere there was not so gud..cz tht meal is e LAST chance for us to see them le..for 2wks times..OMG..luckili got graduation ceremony..baby can cum out on mon's nite n bc to tekong on tues's nite. yeah~! lookin forward for e dae..20th..it's oso our monthly-anni..YES~! at about 2pm..it's time for us to say GUDBYE to baby le..oh man..i was so SAD..last huggy frm baby..how i wish e earth stops spinnin at tht time..dun wish to let him go..hold back e tears..cz dun wan to make him WORRY n SAD too..i noe..baby is actualli very very SAD too de. i can see it..i can feel it too. last gudbye to him..n we boared e bus n bc to jetty. my mind was totally blanked!! i couldn't believe it! shed tears all along e way..holdin my tears..tht was HELL man..my heart is bleeding when i looked at his parents..when i saw my hp's wallpaper..i started to miss baby le..til now..i'm still missing him like hell..he used to call me at nite..sms me..n i can sms/call him whenever i wan to0. when i cant get to slp..he will pei me to chat. but now..HE CANT PEI ME anymore! i cant even hav a chance to get his sms. sobz sobz~ well..this is a FACt..n WE hav to accept it..just hope tht time can pass faster..so tht we can meet again soon. (= baby is slpin rite nw..hope he will hav a sweet sweet dream n hope e MOSQuit0 go orh orh too! dun bite my BABY !! lalala~ ^@^ *nitez..muackz muackz*
EGG's bDae Celebration - HAPPI 20th BdaE *muackz*
met e gang at J8 for egg's bdae celeb yest. went for dinner at swenson lo. ordered e SOuP-oF-e-Dae. haha. cz realli hav no appetite. but it taste gud lor. hee. then after makan, as usual..went to take neoprint..this time is so mafan lo..cz got siong..big size (jk jk..lolx) spent e time for choosin e machine tht can actualli 塞 all of us de lor..haha. lucky we choose e right machine..e neoprint looks perfect! yeah~! 1st time eh..hee. so happi!!! but i got 4 onli lo..sobz sobz~ hurmp!!! after tht..they waited me n baby for takin neoprint lo..eh..paiseh. then celebrate EGG's bdae at foodJunction there..haha. took photo again. lalala~
do we look like ghost? l0lx ^@^ but i lurv it~
Y0z..NonsensicAL rockx ^_^
Heart Bleeding @
6/09/2006 11:15:00 PM
F . E . V . E . R ~>.<~
supposed to go bc SG todae de
but..had fever last nite n this morning >.<
sore throat bcums worst too
Y SUAY-things keep pestering me
ARGH~~~!!!
shld ask mama bring me go BAi-BAi le
so FAN..cant pei someone todae again
tht mean..less 1 more dae to see him le
left onli 3daes before he botak le
i'm realli bad huh?
is u suay or me? hurhur~
niway..SORRI..hope can go bc tmr
see ya soon~ muackz*
did anyone of u watch e news last nite?
was talkin about e GHOST-lift (JapAn)
n self-burned's BED in e hotel's room (SG)
weird yea..no one can explain why bah.
this is funni..last nite mama was findin her spec
she cant rem wher she put it liao -_-"
after a while..she pointed at me n said
" TAKE IT OUT NOW!! "
then i was O.o 关我屁事
i totally had no idea lo..sot sot her
then she told my dad must be me took it de
they keep asked me to TAKE-IT-OUT
ARH..no matter how i denied..
they juz dun believed it..WT..
i kept laughing..then mama said i veri li hai
can actualli tells lies n act like nothin
wakao..realli canot stand her lo
Y i so bor liao..hide her spec for wat
..duhz..
guess wat..my maid found e spec this mornin
while she was cleanin e house
she found it UNDER E TABLE lo -_-"
n returned it to mama
but mama still insist tht e culprit is ME
n said wat if my doggy BITE it then hw
arH..i was so fed-UP..COU-MAMA ;p
n put my doggy into fridge..lolx
then i did nt realli care wat she said liao lo
i swear to GOD..if i'm e one whu took it
then i will kena BANG by CARS
:x
see..those thing did happened
@ any time..everywhere..
i realli HATE e feeling of being DOUBT-ed
HATE ppl whu dun TRUST me
~HURMP~
Daily Horoscope
Everyone doesn't have to be ur fav person,
but right now u shld get to noe
a difficult personality a little bit better.
Observe their actions closely n u may notice tht
they're much more complicated than u initially thought.
Their odd behavior has some reasonable explanations.
Accepting the people you don't like
will ultimately free you from their influence.
Treat others as you would like to be treated
and always take the high road.
oooooo...SUPERBAND goin to start le
buay buay~ see u all soon
*muackz*
Heart Bleeding @
6/05/2006 07:16:00 PM
天灰 - sore throat . full-time job
~ 我的天空今天有点灰 ~
ya..tht's e best way to describe my feeling rite nw
mood - swing again ? i duno >.<
..haiz..
aarh..hate sore throat man
drank ALOT water liao leh
still no use de..sobz sobz
shld i eat icekrim?
to cool-down e heat inside my body..
wahaha..bleah ;p
chatted a while wif guyz in msn jz nw
dan asked for our's yr1 de picz
he wan to do e class-flashy..hoho
but hor..i cant find any pic lo
cz we're nt so close tht time n seldom take pic too
learnt a short-form frm mr.moo too
QC - hav any idea for it?
get e answer frm my nex entry bah (=
then siong asked for MJ -_-
but we got no place no kaki to play MJ
somemore i'm still in MSIA
sad case~ sigh~
(oh ya..tht fatty cbb..purposely get himself injured
so tht he can 逃兵 *slap* lolx)
marc did asked me to see gene's botak pic
lolx..veri funni..n he looks cute ^@^
hope he's doin fine @tekong there
my buddy called me jz nw
wanted to intro me a job in SG
he said his's aunty wan to hire someone
to look over her shop at ChinaTown there de hotel
Hotel's name : HAO JING (wher is it?)
workin hr : 1.30pm - 10.30pm mon-sun (rest on SAT)
FULL-TIME JOB
salary ?? forgot to ask..DAMN !!!
hm..nt veri sure wat e job is about
think is sellin souvenir to tourist de lo
all i nid to do is juz 看店 & 收 $$$ bah..lolx
hmm..tht's an easy job yea
if realli cant find any job in nex wk
then borpian..give it a try liao lo..hoho
Daily Horoscope
One of ur biggest strengths
is e way u can evaluate a situation
n call things as u see them.
Tht sort of clarity will cum in extremely handy
when some ppl may try to pass things off
as being much different frm how they really are.
Watch ur words carefully though --
u dun wan to burn any bridges.
Overall, try to keep thing impersonal
n limit ur emotions.
U'll be taken more seriously n,
ultimately, U'll have a bigger impact.
well..started to read those daily's horoscope recently
sometimes it is quite true eh..weird~
but still must control myself abit
else will bcum SIAOSIAO later..haha
k la..go eat dinner liao..hungry~
buay-buay *muackz*
..missing u..
Heart Bleeding @
6/04/2006 06:47:00 PM
kb0x wif GanG . todae's horoscope
went to KLunch wif my gang todae
hee..sang alotz of songz..lalala~
so happi..finalli can go out together again le
too bad..EGG nvr turn-up.. - miss u oh -
after singin..went to buy EGG's bdae present
then suddenly..i cam out wif an idea..lol
goin to give him another surprise too..hee..shh shh~
after tht, took neoprint lor..hee
it's been a long long time since our last's neoprint eh
then went to B1 de NTUC buy things lo
thx bobo for treatin us da mineral water (=
then we stand at outside e NTUC n chatted again..
blah blah blah..for about 40mins..haha
-_-" shou bu liao ~~
about 4.30pm then go home liao lo
took e train wif them cz i'm goin to kranji mah
oh yes..i'm back in msia again..hee
ppl-jam at custom
traffic-jam at causeway
..sigh..
arrived at home ald 7+pm liao
mama did nagged abit lo
sobz sobz
yawn..i'm so so so so so so tired
hav been SHI MIAN for 2daes le
argh..so FAN ~ FAN ~ FAN ~
hope can get to slp tonite easily
else..i wil MATI de lo ~>.<~
My Horoscope Todae
After months or even years of
goin bc n forth in a relationship,
u will reach a major turnin point n a revelation.
Sometimes things cum to an abrupt endin,
while other times they just slowly fade away.
Certain truths r startin to bcum too obvious to ignore
so u will hav to stop ignorin them.
Until u see things as they truly are,
u can't move forward n giv ur full attention to someone
who is much more deservin of ur time.
tired le..yawn~ i'm goin to orh orh liao
nitez... *muackz*
missing you ~
Heart Bleeding @
6/03/2006 11:34:00 PM
Galz-gathering . Fingers
haiz..wat a BAD daE for me todae
went to custom there to renew my access card at noon
then..tht officer told me tht i cant renew it
n asked me to return e student pass(nt e nyp one) too
i was like O.o
nobody told me tht before leh..
scared me..then rushed to lavender-ICA there -_-
retuned e pass to them lo
haiz..frm nw on..must use those white card le
must Q for ' chopping ' my passport le
worst if meet wif PPL-JAM..damn >.<~
argh..hope to get a job soon
then can renew da access card again
sobz sobz
bought my fav's choc-chipz icekrim outside e station there
saw a malay-couple quarrelling
then tht gal hor..CRY OUT LOUD lo
wondered wat happened to her
mayb she dunwan to break-up wif tht guy..hee
hee..me n baby so kepo
yi bian watchin them..yi bian eating our icekrim ^@^
after tht..he went to meet his BROs lo
then i went to meet my SISTAz too..hurmp!!!
had dinner wif bobo, cg n bell at CWP there
hee..talked alot..all craps..lolx
then went to arcade
played drum..daytona..hee
watched other ppl catchin e softtoyz
went home at 10+pm..so tired
but feeling happy lo..cz can meet up wif them
tmr will go KBOX with them too..
yeah yeah..finalli..hee..
~oh baby..qing huo duo shuo yi dian
xiang wo jiu duo kan yi yan
biao xian duo yi dian dian...AI NI ~
lolx..my fav's song ^_^
************
?? Why wedding ring should put on the forth finger ??
(Pls follow the below step, realli GOD make this a miracle)
show ur palm, centre finger bend
n put together bc to bc.
e rest four fingers tips to tips
+ Games begin +
(follow e below arrangement, 5 finger but only 1 pair can split)
Try to open ur thumb, e thumb represent PARENTS
it can be open cause all human does go thru sick n dead.
Which is our parents will leave us one day
Pls close up ur thumb, then open ur 2nd finger,
e finger represent BROs & SISs,
they do have their own family
which is too they will leave us too.
Now close up ur 2nd finger, open up ur litter finer,
this represent your CHILDREN.
Sooner or later they too will leave us
for they got they own living to live.
Nevertheless, close up ur litter finer,
try to open ur further finger which we put our wedding ring,
u will be surprise to find that
it CANOT be open at all.
bcz it represent HUSBAND & WIFE,
this whole life U will be attach to each other
- Conclusi0N -
~ Real love will stick together ever and forever ~
************
haha..copied frm email de
find it quite meaningful lo..hee
k la..shall end this long long entry le
yawn~ tired ald..nitez~
*muackz*
miss u..baby..
Heart Bleeding @
6/02/2006 11:50:00 PM
farewell....guyz ^_^
yo..hee..me in SG nw lor
came bc for renew my access card
n see baby lolx
....
argh...duno wan to write wat leh
..so tired..
oh ya..i think most of e guyz will keep havin nitemares
frm this wk onwards bah
eugene, tshin n xiankun will be enlisting at tmr
oops..is later..in e early morning
siong - on this saT
chuan n xiaochengyi- next thurs
baby n jinwei - next fri
n..otherz..marc..limhong..hmm
cant rem e date le..l0lx
gotta take care urself at tekong there oh
must be brave..cheer-up manz (=
juz remember tht
u all will bcum a rEAL reaL MAN after this le
hee..so..K-A-M-B-A-D-E neh~!
just wondering how's army's life leh?
is it really tht tough?
hmm..cant imagine it at all..
hee..hope can try it out too ;p
~~lalala ^@^
yawn~~~~veri tired liao
i go orh orh le..hee
nitez
*muackz*
i miss u baby..muackz
Heart Bleeding @
6/02/2006 01:41:00 AM
my lurvly MuM *muackz* 
DIT 03-11 
@ Audit0riuM
Miss Andrea (spell correct mah?)
Mr. MAR KhenG KoK (0311's PEM)
Mr. PanG NAi KiaT (s0bz s0bz..e pic so BLUR!!! ARGH)
MaymaY . Miss YarnY . CG
BEST buddy 4va - siyun aka b0b0
BEST buddy 4va - ChongGuay aka huangjie
BEST Buddy 4eva - Daniel aka mr. M00
BEST buddy 4eva - Ikhsan aka Eggson
Uni aka sammi aka nicole kidman
GorGeous + sotonG = FeliciA
Jin Kit - future composer
Wei SionG - next 林益民 ;p
JieLarp aka larpie ~woof woof~
Yaw KenG - Mr.Duno -_-
EugenE - Mr. KAobei
ShenG ChuaN - Mr. YANDAO (ninja turtle)
MarCus - Mr. PRO - monkie
Baby & ME *muackz*
sir..i lurv u *muackz*
h0bbit & e tw0 t0wers ;p
GanG wif b0b0's parent
Ninja - xia0 cheng yi
Mr. ' CooL ' - EugenE (class 12)
Tshin - Mr. sotong
xian kun - futere body builder
Mr. DAMN - limh0ng ;p
Kelvin & CailinG
